ok, so I'm wondering why I even have a blog anymore. I haven't blogged in ages. Haven't all summer as a matter of fact. How can I sit in front of a computer at home when there's palm trees outside my window, a pool steps from my front door, and Tampa Bay about a quarter of a mile away. Really, I wish that was my excuse but it's probably not. I have spent a good bit of time outdoors, but mostly work has been nuts. Super busy, but I'm thankful for the busyness. It sure beats the alternative....
Most days I'm in "information overload" mode so to come home at night and try to spit something out hasn't been a desire especially since I'm exposed to people that are so much more profound than I can ever hope to be. I am thankful for some of those same people who are incredibly intelligent and make me a better person. Heck, one of them, I even call Geeves! Because I can ask him anything and get a really smart response/advice.
I have been paying awfully close attention to what's going on in the healthcare debate and really how it's sort of brought to light this movement of Americans who are sick and tired of an out of touch government calling the shots.
It is amazing to me how congress and their staffs as well as the White House just don't get it. They think they can tell the rest of us what's best for us. They are so isolated from reality that they actually think that's ok and actually believe it's their job to protect us from ourselves.
I have always thought of myself as a fairly staunch conservative who believes in individual freedom and private enterprise. Sometimes it's great to be reminded that I'm not blindly following an ideology but as a fact, I view the issues and point and counterpoint I really am a right wing conservative who believes that big government isn't good for anyone. It stifles innovation, it stifles motivation, it stifles personal responsibility and attempts to stifle the consequences of making poor decisions. Don't believe me? Ask the 3rd generation welfare mom, or one of the kids that are in the 30% that drop out of public (govt run) school or General Motors who isn't sure exactly who they report to...the stockholder or the government.....
Heck government is so incompetent, they locked me inside of a parking garage because of their technical malfunction and it took them 10 minutes in the middle of the day to find someone who could let me out. Running healthcare??? NO WAY!
Ok, so that's the rant for today and might last for another few months. or maybe I'll key some more thoughts in the next few days.
sorry no pictures of kids, weddings, puppies, bouquets of flowers, or killer vacations to share.
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Sunday, May 10, 2009
fearfully and wonderfully made
Last week at the church I've been visiting, the pastor mentioned Psalm 139:14 about praising God because I am fearfully and wonderfully made. This mention of the verse was not even a main point of his sermon, but I was so struck by it. God spoke to me and reminded me that I AM fearfully and wonderfully made. Move over insecurity and self doubt!! Julie is fearfully and wonderfully made by the Most High God!
Portions of Psalm 139 say:
1 O LORD, you have searched me and you know me.
2 You know when I sit and when I rise; you perceive my thoughts from afar.
3 You discern my going out and my lying down; you are familiar with all my ways.
4 Before a word is on my tongue you know it completely, O LORD.
5 You hem me in—behind and before; you have laid your hand upon me.,,,,,,,
13 For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother's womb.
14 I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well.
15 My frame was not hidden from you when I was made in the secret place. When I was woven together in the depths of the earth,
16 your eyes saw my unformed body. All the days ordained for me were written in your book before one of them came to be.
the whole passage can be found here http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=psalm%20139&version=31
There is great freedom from insecurity to be had in the dwelling of this truth. God knit me together. He formed my inmost being. I am who I am because He made me. Note: this isn't an easy excuse to all my sins and faults and shortcomings. But yet, when I look in the mirror, when I think about my personality, my sense of humor, my character, instead of being insecure about being accepted or worthy to those around me, I must remember that I am uniquely made by God. All the things that are inherent in who I am are because God made me to be those things. Unique but yet in His image.
When I'm full of self doubt about my talents, my looks, my attractiveness to a man, my ability to make and keep friends, I am reminded that God made me. And He made me for Him. He made me to bring glory to Him. Now, what can I do with that information to be kinder to those around me, put myself out there more to make friends, give extra attention to someone who needs it, not have to experience the negativeness of rejection and/or just being all that He made me to be?!
What will you do different if you live in the truth that God knit your inmost being and that He's ordained all of your days?
Portions of Psalm 139 say:
1 O LORD, you have searched me and you know me.
2 You know when I sit and when I rise; you perceive my thoughts from afar.
3 You discern my going out and my lying down; you are familiar with all my ways.
4 Before a word is on my tongue you know it completely, O LORD.
5 You hem me in—behind and before; you have laid your hand upon me.,,,,,,,
13 For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother's womb.
14 I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well.
15 My frame was not hidden from you when I was made in the secret place. When I was woven together in the depths of the earth,
16 your eyes saw my unformed body. All the days ordained for me were written in your book before one of them came to be.
the whole passage can be found here http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=psalm%20139&version=31
There is great freedom from insecurity to be had in the dwelling of this truth. God knit me together. He formed my inmost being. I am who I am because He made me. Note: this isn't an easy excuse to all my sins and faults and shortcomings. But yet, when I look in the mirror, when I think about my personality, my sense of humor, my character, instead of being insecure about being accepted or worthy to those around me, I must remember that I am uniquely made by God. All the things that are inherent in who I am are because God made me to be those things. Unique but yet in His image.
When I'm full of self doubt about my talents, my looks, my attractiveness to a man, my ability to make and keep friends, I am reminded that God made me. And He made me for Him. He made me to bring glory to Him. Now, what can I do with that information to be kinder to those around me, put myself out there more to make friends, give extra attention to someone who needs it, not have to experience the negativeness of rejection and/or just being all that He made me to be?!
What will you do different if you live in the truth that God knit your inmost being and that He's ordained all of your days?
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
new locale
I've been in Tampa now for 21 days. The weather has been amazing. Really! It hasn't been too hot yet, no pollen, and the evenings are absolutely gorgeous.
My commute to work is about a mile and half, the longest part of my commute is navigating the parking garage. I know you're asking, "why aren't you walking?" Well, many days I need my care for meetings and it's way too hot here with unpredictable rain showers to try to walk. And futhermore, Tampa is apparently the lightning capital of the world--thrilling!
I've gone for a long walk almost every night since I've moved here which is further enhanced by the recent special delivery of my full loaded new ipod that was loaded for me by one of my favorite people.
It's weird to be in a strange city by myself, but I guess I've spent enough time alone and in strange places at this point for it not to be too bizarre.
I made it a top priority to rent a two bedroom so I'm really hopeful for lots of visitors. My friends living up north will especially like visiting from about October-April.
Bottom line as I embark on this new adventure, I know God has plans for my life and what He wants to do through me, and the city I live in is just merely a detail. And really who knows what might be next?!
And I'm so incredibly blessed and thankful for the consistency of the special people in my life who are still there for me regardless of what city I am in!
My commute to work is about a mile and half, the longest part of my commute is navigating the parking garage. I know you're asking, "why aren't you walking?" Well, many days I need my care for meetings and it's way too hot here with unpredictable rain showers to try to walk. And futhermore, Tampa is apparently the lightning capital of the world--thrilling!
I've gone for a long walk almost every night since I've moved here which is further enhanced by the recent special delivery of my full loaded new ipod that was loaded for me by one of my favorite people.
It's weird to be in a strange city by myself, but I guess I've spent enough time alone and in strange places at this point for it not to be too bizarre.
I made it a top priority to rent a two bedroom so I'm really hopeful for lots of visitors. My friends living up north will especially like visiting from about October-April.
Bottom line as I embark on this new adventure, I know God has plans for my life and what He wants to do through me, and the city I live in is just merely a detail. And really who knows what might be next?!
And I'm so incredibly blessed and thankful for the consistency of the special people in my life who are still there for me regardless of what city I am in!
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Who are these people?!
because the Obamas certainly aren't like any of the hard working Americans I've known for the past 32 years and certainly not like anyone I've studied in the history of this great amazing Country---This great country that the Obamas are desperate to CHANGE!
http://online.wsj.com/article/SB123725233352050133.html
http://news.yahoo.com/s/usnw/20090316/pl_usnw/the_american_legion_strongly_opposed_to_president_s_plan_to_charge_wounded_heroes_for_treatment
partying? can you afford to party?
http://www.politico.com/politico44/perm/0309/big_day_wednesday_36650cd8-6222-4f7d-9f10-ad7ecbd4a169.html
I'd love to find a tally of all the entertaining the Obamas have done at the WH since taking office.
http://online.wsj.com/article/SB123725233352050133.html
http://news.yahoo.com/s/usnw/20090316/pl_usnw/the_american_legion_strongly_opposed_to_president_s_plan_to_charge_wounded_heroes_for_treatment
http://www.politico.com/politico44/perm/0309/big_day_wednesday_36650cd8-6222-4f7d-9f10-ad7ecbd4a169.html
I'd love to find a tally of all the entertaining the Obamas have done at the WH since taking office.
Monday, March 16, 2009
the pure heart of a child
This past week the 9 year-old granddaughter of my parents' best friends had been experiencing some dizziness that continued to get worse. On Friday they took her to Scottish Rite Hospital aka Children's Healthcare of Atlanta where shortly thereafter she was diagnosed with an inoperable brain tumor. The doctors are immediately at work with all their resources to shrink the growing tumor in this precious little girl's brain. This is a time when none of us can understand why God allows such things to happen, but I know that He STILL has the whole world in His hands especially this precious little girl.
I was extremely touched by a story my mother conveyed to me. On Saturday, this precious innocent 9 year old girl laying in a hospital bed was staring at all her pretty balloons and she looked at her mom and said "Mom, these balloons are so pretty, and I noticed that some of the other children down the hall don't have any balloons. I'd like to take them mine!"
I get tears every time I think about the generosity of her heart and her compassion for the children around her. How convicting to me when I often think only of myself in no where even close to such dire circumstances.
Please pray for this amazing family and especially for this adorable innocent little girl.
God is at work all around us, especially in children's hospitals!
I was extremely touched by a story my mother conveyed to me. On Saturday, this precious innocent 9 year old girl laying in a hospital bed was staring at all her pretty balloons and she looked at her mom and said "Mom, these balloons are so pretty, and I noticed that some of the other children down the hall don't have any balloons. I'd like to take them mine!"
I get tears every time I think about the generosity of her heart and her compassion for the children around her. How convicting to me when I often think only of myself in no where even close to such dire circumstances.
Please pray for this amazing family and especially for this adorable innocent little girl.
God is at work all around us, especially in children's hospitals!
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
hiatus
I've been on quite the blogging hiatus lately and hope to get back into it soon. My brain is mush from all the work I'm doing. I'm also trying to get everything wrapped up in Atlanta, get packed and close up shop to move to Tampa. Admittedly, it's a lot to manage without any help.
I definitely hope to have lots of topics wants I move to Tampa. So stay tuned!
I definitely hope to have lots of topics wants I move to Tampa. So stay tuned!
Sunday, March 1, 2009
Sunday eve
I haven't posted anything new in a while. I have been so busy traveling back and forth to Tampa. I've enjoyed getting to relax this weekend before the grind begins again tomorrow at work. Lots to do in the next four weeks before I move to Tampa. busy busy busy but I'm really excited about my new adventure.
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