Saturday, December 15, 2012
Tragedy--where to look
I woke up this morning and was immediately burdened again after sleep with what transpired in Newtown, CT yesterday.
I think of the families who lost a loved one...a precious child or an innocent adult. Their hearts have only just begun to ache as the reality of the loss sets in. I think of the children who survived who witnessed such a terrifying evil act of murder of innocence. The fear they have has only just begun to settle in over them. I think of the first responders....what they had to witness and deal with and how they're now just beginning to put the pieces together.
BUT! It is not enough to "think" of them. It's not enough to keep them in our "thoughts" or to emptily say they're in our prayers.
I must....we must....cry out to God for mercy and grace. He so richly provides it. I pray for God to bring comfort to the families. I pray that they will feel a closeness to Him and a peace from Him that is beyond any human explanation...He WILL do that! I pray for the precious children who survived that they will discover an everlasting Heavenly Father who is the ultimate protector.
I pray for all the families that they will seek God in new ways like never before. The Light is there wanting to respond. Because of Jesus Christ, we have hope. This broken world is not all their is and not what He wants for us. In the Bible, the Gospels of Matthew, Mark, Luke and John are full of Jesus words about His redemption. That redemption most demonstrated through His death and resurrection. He has overcome death! In John 16:33 He says "In this world you will have trouble. but take heart! I have overcome the world." That is where peace and redemption and security lies. It lies with Him...in a personal relationship with Him.
We can not look to government and politicians for the answers or the solution. This is not about weapons. This is about the condition of the heart. Broken. Shattered. Evil. Legislation/Regulation can't solve that. Only a loving God who longs for relationship with us through His Son Jesus can solve this.
The answers aren't found in gun laws, the answers aren't found in legislation, or false security that a secular government will attempt to offer its citizens. The answers lie in a loving God who loves our broken world and sent His Son to redeem it. All we have to do is embrace Him. My prayer for these families in CT is that they'll do just that. I pray for the Godly men and women in their midst, that they'll come along side those hurting and minister to them. I pray for the first responders that they'll be able to put the pieces together to allow for closure for these families.
But the real closure comes in Eternity. An Eternity promised by a loving and just God.
Saturday, October 15, 2011
absent blogger
I just looked at my blog which I haven't done in ages and realized I haven't blogged in over a year. Clearly I can't call myself a blogger.
I do have things to share from time to time but I guess I mostly do it in limited characters as a Facebook status update. Something I have been asked to do a few times recently is speak to high school and college kids. I love doing that. I am grateful to the people that have mentored and shaped me and given me advice along the way. A turtle on a fence post does not get there by himself. That is me! So I hope to always be able to give insight where it is welcome.
Here are things I always try to share with the young minds:
I flunked algebra in hs, but still turned out OK.
intern. Intern. Intern.
Interning, is your chance to gain hands on experience and not be expected to know anything before you start. It is your chance to ask questions, make connections, and prove yourself. College isn't complete without it.
Study abroad (if you are able). I didn't and I regret it!
Be nice to everyone. You never know how your paths will cross in the future. Plus it is the right thing to do.
ladies, don't make your decisions in your 20's based on your hope to get married. Carpe diem and let it all just happen.
study hard but have fun.
Don't try to develop a 10 yr plan, if you do, you'll likely miss some awesome opportunities.
Work hard.
volunteer.
Study current events.
And again to the ladies, if you want to be taken seriously, dress seriously. Going out clothes don't double as work wear. Honestly.
That is all. Goodness know this young generation needs all the help they can get. The economic situation dictates that the odds are stacked against them. But it is also an opportunity to innovate and find a nitch. As Gov Sonny Perdue taught me "the cream always rises to the top."
I do have things to share from time to time but I guess I mostly do it in limited characters as a Facebook status update. Something I have been asked to do a few times recently is speak to high school and college kids. I love doing that. I am grateful to the people that have mentored and shaped me and given me advice along the way. A turtle on a fence post does not get there by himself. That is me! So I hope to always be able to give insight where it is welcome.
Here are things I always try to share with the young minds:
I flunked algebra in hs, but still turned out OK.
intern. Intern. Intern.
Interning, is your chance to gain hands on experience and not be expected to know anything before you start. It is your chance to ask questions, make connections, and prove yourself. College isn't complete without it.
Study abroad (if you are able). I didn't and I regret it!
Be nice to everyone. You never know how your paths will cross in the future. Plus it is the right thing to do.
ladies, don't make your decisions in your 20's based on your hope to get married. Carpe diem and let it all just happen.
study hard but have fun.
Don't try to develop a 10 yr plan, if you do, you'll likely miss some awesome opportunities.
Work hard.
volunteer.
Study current events.
And again to the ladies, if you want to be taken seriously, dress seriously. Going out clothes don't double as work wear. Honestly.
That is all. Goodness know this young generation needs all the help they can get. The economic situation dictates that the odds are stacked against them. But it is also an opportunity to innovate and find a nitch. As Gov Sonny Perdue taught me "the cream always rises to the top."
Thursday, June 17, 2010
true love.
articulate words. author unknown.
I am not a perfect girl, nor are you a perfect man
But we have found each other here inside this wild and crazy world
And somehow make a perfect match
You bring out the worst in me but it’s the side I need to see
And through the conflicts and the difference and damage done
We are strong and still are one
You will fail me, you will fail me again and again
And I will fail you, I will fail you again and again
But we will learn to love in spite of failure
Yes we will learn to love because of failure
And we will stay together
We are broken human fools, we are selfish, we are cruel
But there is hope for the exception to someday become the rule
Let it start with me, let it start with you
I am not a perfect girl, nor are you a perfect man
But we have found each other here inside this wild and crazy world
And somehow make a perfect match
You bring out the worst in me but it’s the side I need to see
And through the conflicts and the difference and damage done
We are strong and still are one
You will fail me, you will fail me again and again
And I will fail you, I will fail you again and again
But we will learn to love in spite of failure
Yes we will learn to love because of failure
And we will stay together
We are broken human fools, we are selfish, we are cruel
But there is hope for the exception to someday become the rule
Let it start with me, let it start with you
Monday, May 31, 2010
Memorial Day
Today we remember those who have paid the ultimate price for their country and for freedom. Generations of men have gone into battle and not come home. And our country is as great as it is today because of them. The bravery exhibited by those heroes and the ones who made it home is almost unfathomable to me as I sit in the airconditioning of my own home. I think of the Revolution, the Civil War, WWI and WWII, Korea and Vietnam and Gulf Storm. Those are in the past but yet the fight for freedom continues. Almost every day, we have heroes dying in battle in the desert on the other side of the world. They fight an enemy that isn't defined by a country's boundaries or defined by imperialism. Instead, they fight an enemy who seemingly does what they do in the name of god. That isn't my God. I believe whole heartedly that our heroes are doing important work and it will be seen for certain generations from now when we Lord willing no longer have to worry about islamic extremist thanks to these heroes.
To quote General Patton "I want you to remember, no bastard ever won a war dying for his country, you win a war by making the other bastard die for HIS country."
Finally I want to relay something very poignant.
Yesterday in church, the pastor played a video of Sullivan Ballou's letter to his wife during the Civil War knowing he might not make it home. The deep love he has for the Union and America and his love for his wife is incredible. I can only imagine how many times she read this letter for the rest of her life.
July 14, 1861
Camp Clark, Washington
My very dear Sarah:
The indications are very strong that we shall move in a few days—perhaps tomorrow. Lest I should not be able to write again, I feel impelled to write a few lines that may fall under your eye when I shall be no more . . .
I have no misgivings about, or lack of confidence in the cause in which I am engaged, and my courage does not halt or falter. I know how strongly American Civilization now leans on the triumph of the Government and how great a debt we owe to those who went before us through the blood and sufferings of the Revolution. And I am willing—perfectly willing—to lay down all my joys in this life, to help maintain this Government, and to pay that debt . . .
Sarah my love for you is deathless, it seems to bind me with mighty cables that nothing but Omnipotence could break; and yet my love of Country comes over me like a strong wind and bears me unresistibly on with all these chains to the battle field.
The memories of the blissful moments I have spent with you come creeping over me, and I feel most gratified to God and to you that I have enjoyed them for so long. And hard it is for me to give them up and burn to ashes the hopes of future years, when, God willing, we might still have lived and loved together, and seen our sons grown up to honorable manhood, around us. I have, I know, but few and small claims upon Divine Providence, but something whispers to me—perhaps it is the wafted prayer of my little Edgar, that I shall return to my loved ones unharmed. If I do not my dear Sarah, never forget how much I love you, and when my last breath escapes me on the battle field, it will whisper your name. Forgive my many faults and the many pains I have caused you. How thoughtless and foolish I have often times been! How gladly would I wash out with my tears every little spot upon your happiness . . .
But, O Sarah! If the dead can come back to this earth and flit unseen around those they loved, I shall always be near you; in the gladdest days and in the darkest nights . . . always, always, and if there be a soft breeze upon your cheek, it shall be my breath, as the cool air fans your throbbing temple, it shall be my spirit passing by. Sarah do not mourn me dead; think I am gone and wait for thee, for we shall meet again . . .
Sullivan Ballou was killed a week later at the first Battle of Bull Run, July 21, 1861.
Born March 28, 1829 in Smithfield, R.I., Ballou was educated at Phillips Academy in Andover, Mass.; Brown University in Providence, R.I. and the National Law School in Ballston, N.Y. He was admitted to the Rhode Island Bar in 1853.
Ballou devoted his brief life to public service. He was elected in 1854 as clerk of the Rhode Island House of Representatives, later serving as its speaker.
He married Sarah Hart Shumway on October 15, 1855, and the following year saw the birth of their first child, Edgar. A second son, William, was born in 1859.
Ballou immediately entered the military in 1861 after the war broke out. He became judge advocate of the Rhode Island militia and was 32 at the time of his death at the first Battle of Bull Run on July 21, 1861.
When he died, his wife was 24. She later moved to New Jersey to live out her life with her son, William, and never re-married. She died at age 80 in 1917.
Sullivan and Sarah Ballou are buried next to each other at Swan Point Cemetery in Providence, RI. There are no known living descendants.
Ironically, Sullivan Ballou’s letter was never mailed. Although Sarah would receive other, decidedly more upbeat letters, dated after the now-famous letter from the battlefield, the letter in question would be found among Sullivan Ballou’s effects when Gov. William Sprague of Rhode Island traveled to Virginia to retrieve the remains of his state’s sons who had fallen in battle.
To quote General Patton "I want you to remember, no bastard ever won a war dying for his country, you win a war by making the other bastard die for HIS country."
Finally I want to relay something very poignant.
Yesterday in church, the pastor played a video of Sullivan Ballou's letter to his wife during the Civil War knowing he might not make it home. The deep love he has for the Union and America and his love for his wife is incredible. I can only imagine how many times she read this letter for the rest of her life.
July 14, 1861
Camp Clark, Washington
My very dear Sarah:
The indications are very strong that we shall move in a few days—perhaps tomorrow. Lest I should not be able to write again, I feel impelled to write a few lines that may fall under your eye when I shall be no more . . .
I have no misgivings about, or lack of confidence in the cause in which I am engaged, and my courage does not halt or falter. I know how strongly American Civilization now leans on the triumph of the Government and how great a debt we owe to those who went before us through the blood and sufferings of the Revolution. And I am willing—perfectly willing—to lay down all my joys in this life, to help maintain this Government, and to pay that debt . . .
Sarah my love for you is deathless, it seems to bind me with mighty cables that nothing but Omnipotence could break; and yet my love of Country comes over me like a strong wind and bears me unresistibly on with all these chains to the battle field.
The memories of the blissful moments I have spent with you come creeping over me, and I feel most gratified to God and to you that I have enjoyed them for so long. And hard it is for me to give them up and burn to ashes the hopes of future years, when, God willing, we might still have lived and loved together, and seen our sons grown up to honorable manhood, around us. I have, I know, but few and small claims upon Divine Providence, but something whispers to me—perhaps it is the wafted prayer of my little Edgar, that I shall return to my loved ones unharmed. If I do not my dear Sarah, never forget how much I love you, and when my last breath escapes me on the battle field, it will whisper your name. Forgive my many faults and the many pains I have caused you. How thoughtless and foolish I have often times been! How gladly would I wash out with my tears every little spot upon your happiness . . .
But, O Sarah! If the dead can come back to this earth and flit unseen around those they loved, I shall always be near you; in the gladdest days and in the darkest nights . . . always, always, and if there be a soft breeze upon your cheek, it shall be my breath, as the cool air fans your throbbing temple, it shall be my spirit passing by. Sarah do not mourn me dead; think I am gone and wait for thee, for we shall meet again . . .
Sullivan Ballou was killed a week later at the first Battle of Bull Run, July 21, 1861.
Born March 28, 1829 in Smithfield, R.I., Ballou was educated at Phillips Academy in Andover, Mass.; Brown University in Providence, R.I. and the National Law School in Ballston, N.Y. He was admitted to the Rhode Island Bar in 1853.
Ballou devoted his brief life to public service. He was elected in 1854 as clerk of the Rhode Island House of Representatives, later serving as its speaker.
He married Sarah Hart Shumway on October 15, 1855, and the following year saw the birth of their first child, Edgar. A second son, William, was born in 1859.
Ballou immediately entered the military in 1861 after the war broke out. He became judge advocate of the Rhode Island militia and was 32 at the time of his death at the first Battle of Bull Run on July 21, 1861.
When he died, his wife was 24. She later moved to New Jersey to live out her life with her son, William, and never re-married. She died at age 80 in 1917.
Sullivan and Sarah Ballou are buried next to each other at Swan Point Cemetery in Providence, RI. There are no known living descendants.
Ironically, Sullivan Ballou’s letter was never mailed. Although Sarah would receive other, decidedly more upbeat letters, dated after the now-famous letter from the battlefield, the letter in question would be found among Sullivan Ballou’s effects when Gov. William Sprague of Rhode Island traveled to Virginia to retrieve the remains of his state’s sons who had fallen in battle.
Sunday, May 30, 2010
thoughts
My blog is a real bore and I'm totally to blame. I'm going to try to post at least a few times a month. I have really slacked on writing and I can say the same for my own personal journal. Apparently I don't have any thoughts to share..... I don't actually think that's true. I have lots of thoughts to share but sometimes they might not be appropriate for a public forum. And sometimes writing in my personal journal makes my thoughts and feelings more real and from time to time that can scare me so I avoid. Perhaps it is also that I think my life is fairly boring at this time, but alas, the grass is always greener.....
I have had a lot on my mind lately. Especially when I had the "thrill" of spending lots of time alone laid up at home because of an injury.
One of the things on my mind and heart is I'm trying to learn to live one day at a time and not worry about what may or may not happen in the future. I trust God that He's got it under control and I'm just trying to let Him guide my steps, all the while just living today like I feel He wants me to. Trying desperately not to compare myself to others and what is transpiring in their lives vs. what is or isn't transpiring in mine. Also I'm constantly battling on not being disappointed with unfulfilled dreams yet work not to give up on them OR cling to them unreasonably. God is telling a story. He is very good with stories.
I have had a lot on my mind lately. Especially when I had the "thrill" of spending lots of time alone laid up at home because of an injury.
One of the things on my mind and heart is I'm trying to learn to live one day at a time and not worry about what may or may not happen in the future. I trust God that He's got it under control and I'm just trying to let Him guide my steps, all the while just living today like I feel He wants me to. Trying desperately not to compare myself to others and what is transpiring in their lives vs. what is or isn't transpiring in mine. Also I'm constantly battling on not being disappointed with unfulfilled dreams yet work not to give up on them OR cling to them unreasonably. God is telling a story. He is very good with stories.
Thursday, March 18, 2010
kitchen stadium
I sound like a broken, but really, my consistency with blogging has been shameful. I've been thinking of topics lately and sometimes it takes me a while to feel I have anything to offer to cyber space. And I am expecting a submission from a special guest, but for now, here we go.
As I type, I am watching a show that I don't normally watch but the secret ingredient is Parmigiano Reggiano. Iron Chef America aka Kitchen Stadium!
I do love cheese. I love all cheeses, although some soft cheeses and even sometimes brie I don't really care for. But hard cheeses, semi hard and blues--I just love. The sad thing is, I am committed to losing weight and getting in better shape in 2010 and I gave up cheese because it is in fact "the devils food." It is delight, but soooo fattening.
I miss it.
Anyway, I am a good cook. I just don't do it a lot. Which means I'm probably not actually that good. I took four years of Foods in high school. My classes earned me a vocational seal on my college prep diploma....that makes me laugh. However, I did in fact learn all the basics and learned great principles. What is sad about that is the fact that I then went to UGA and didn't have to cook a meal for 3 years.....thanks to the delicious UGA Food Services and Barbara and Otis at the Tri Delta House aka the Delt.
So present day, here I am living alone for roughly 6 years and being a person who, generally speaking, doesn't like left overs (there are exceptions to that) I don't cook often.
I want to do more cooking. And I do want someone to cook for. I've got a ton of great cookbooks and inspiration. I just need to find the time and get with it. I want to practice for the future. Because surely one day I'll need to cook more often. There is a fear of failure.
I really enjoy baking. I do need to really pay attention to the measurements and instructions since I am a bit out of practice. Fish intimadates me. And I don't have a grill. I am good at various versions of baked chicken and sauces. Certainly know and am confident about doing vegetables in all sorts of ways. I need to get more inspired to do casseroles, but they just seem old school.
There are things I hope to per-fect that my mom and grandmothers cook(ed): roast beef (mimi), mac and cheese (gangi), chicken salad (gangi), Squash casserole (mimi), chicken and dumplings (mom), country fried steak (mom), cornbread (gangi and mom), and cowboy beans (mom). there's many more, but I can only think of those for now.
I also have fantastic neighbors who are amazing foodies and great cooks! they are teaching me so much. although I think secretly their goal is to make me fat. ;)
so all that rambling leads me to conclude with a simple salutation and in the words of Paula Deen "Best Dishes, from my kitchen to yours"
As I type, I am watching a show that I don't normally watch but the secret ingredient is Parmigiano Reggiano. Iron Chef America aka Kitchen Stadium!
I do love cheese. I love all cheeses, although some soft cheeses and even sometimes brie I don't really care for. But hard cheeses, semi hard and blues--I just love. The sad thing is, I am committed to losing weight and getting in better shape in 2010 and I gave up cheese because it is in fact "the devils food." It is delight, but soooo fattening.
I miss it.
Anyway, I am a good cook. I just don't do it a lot. Which means I'm probably not actually that good. I took four years of Foods in high school. My classes earned me a vocational seal on my college prep diploma....that makes me laugh. However, I did in fact learn all the basics and learned great principles. What is sad about that is the fact that I then went to UGA and didn't have to cook a meal for 3 years.....thanks to the delicious UGA Food Services and Barbara and Otis at the Tri Delta House aka the Delt.
So present day, here I am living alone for roughly 6 years and being a person who, generally speaking, doesn't like left overs (there are exceptions to that) I don't cook often.
I want to do more cooking. And I do want someone to cook for. I've got a ton of great cookbooks and inspiration. I just need to find the time and get with it. I want to practice for the future. Because surely one day I'll need to cook more often. There is a fear of failure.
I really enjoy baking. I do need to really pay attention to the measurements and instructions since I am a bit out of practice. Fish intimadates me. And I don't have a grill. I am good at various versions of baked chicken and sauces. Certainly know and am confident about doing vegetables in all sorts of ways. I need to get more inspired to do casseroles, but they just seem old school.
There are things I hope to per-fect that my mom and grandmothers cook(ed): roast beef (mimi), mac and cheese (gangi), chicken salad (gangi), Squash casserole (mimi), chicken and dumplings (mom), country fried steak (mom), cornbread (gangi and mom), and cowboy beans (mom). there's many more, but I can only think of those for now.
I also have fantastic neighbors who are amazing foodies and great cooks! they are teaching me so much. although I think secretly their goal is to make me fat. ;)
so all that rambling leads me to conclude with a simple salutation and in the words of Paula Deen "Best Dishes, from my kitchen to yours"
Thursday, December 31, 2009
the last decade
wow, it's hard to believe it's been 10 years since I began my professional career and my hopskotch all along the east coast.
2000--kicked off the new year with friends at a party in DC. I was just about to begin a job with Congressman Nathan Deal in DC after having moved over from Bob Barr's office. In the summer of 2000, he promoted me to Legislative Assistant.
2002--I decided to return to the homeland--GA--with the hopes of working for Sonny Perdue, a long shot candidate for Governor. Well sure enough, he hired me and I got to help him win in the biggest gubernational upset in the country that year. Election Night 2002 was a highlight of my life and career. Sheer elation!
2003-2006--worked in Governor Perdue's office and took the plunge in 2004 to live alone. Haven't regretted ever living alone since then. I think I might like it too much!
2006--got the itch to the leave the Governor's office and was given a very unique opportunity to move to NYC and work at FOX NEWS. It was an amazing experience. Both personally and professionally. However, I learned quickly that working in TV full time was just not for me.
So, after 5 months, I returned to GA.
2007--after returning from NYC, I took 2 months off to take a breath and job hunt. Then along came Verizon with the perfect job.
2009--Verizon promoted me in January and began to commute back and forth from Atlanta to Tampa. In April, I moved to Tampa to a great house right near downtown. Adjusting to life in Florida has been slow going, but I really can't complain.
I do sometimes miss NYC, DC, and Atlanta and can't help but wonder where my journey will take me next.
Along my journey in the past decade, people have certainly come and go out of my life. Especially men. ;) But there are things that have remained steady. My pursuit of my relationship with Jesus, without Him I am nothing. The circumstances of the last ten years, have proved God's hand in my life and His faithfulness.
The closeness of my family, even across the miles, my parents have been such rocks in my life. My close girlfriends, many of which are former roommates and most I have now known for at least 10 years, still continue to be there for me and such a blessing in my life. I hope I have been a blessing to them as well.
So, as if I'm giving some sort of thank you speech, I'd like to acknowledge the following people for their influence and presence in my life.
Jesus, mom, dad, Sonny and Mary Perdue, Andy Stanley, Cam, Courtney, Carrie, Lauren, Monty, Kimberley, Kacy, Mitch, Mandy, my small groups, Kenneth, Molly, Robert, all my former chiefs of staff, Maria, Bob. I could probably go on, but that's all for now.
I'm excited about the next 10 years and what God has in store. I have learned in the past 10 years to not try to predict what's next. Only God knows.
2000--kicked off the new year with friends at a party in DC. I was just about to begin a job with Congressman Nathan Deal in DC after having moved over from Bob Barr's office. In the summer of 2000, he promoted me to Legislative Assistant.
2002--I decided to return to the homeland--GA--with the hopes of working for Sonny Perdue, a long shot candidate for Governor. Well sure enough, he hired me and I got to help him win in the biggest gubernational upset in the country that year. Election Night 2002 was a highlight of my life and career. Sheer elation!
2003-2006--worked in Governor Perdue's office and took the plunge in 2004 to live alone. Haven't regretted ever living alone since then. I think I might like it too much!
2006--got the itch to the leave the Governor's office and was given a very unique opportunity to move to NYC and work at FOX NEWS. It was an amazing experience. Both personally and professionally. However, I learned quickly that working in TV full time was just not for me.
So, after 5 months, I returned to GA.
2007--after returning from NYC, I took 2 months off to take a breath and job hunt. Then along came Verizon with the perfect job.
2009--Verizon promoted me in January and began to commute back and forth from Atlanta to Tampa. In April, I moved to Tampa to a great house right near downtown. Adjusting to life in Florida has been slow going, but I really can't complain.
I do sometimes miss NYC, DC, and Atlanta and can't help but wonder where my journey will take me next.
Along my journey in the past decade, people have certainly come and go out of my life. Especially men. ;) But there are things that have remained steady. My pursuit of my relationship with Jesus, without Him I am nothing. The circumstances of the last ten years, have proved God's hand in my life and His faithfulness.
The closeness of my family, even across the miles, my parents have been such rocks in my life. My close girlfriends, many of which are former roommates and most I have now known for at least 10 years, still continue to be there for me and such a blessing in my life. I hope I have been a blessing to them as well.
So, as if I'm giving some sort of thank you speech, I'd like to acknowledge the following people for their influence and presence in my life.
Jesus, mom, dad, Sonny and Mary Perdue, Andy Stanley, Cam, Courtney, Carrie, Lauren, Monty, Kimberley, Kacy, Mitch, Mandy, my small groups, Kenneth, Molly, Robert, all my former chiefs of staff, Maria, Bob. I could probably go on, but that's all for now.
I'm excited about the next 10 years and what God has in store. I have learned in the past 10 years to not try to predict what's next. Only God knows.
Monday, December 7, 2009
I'm going to Disney World
because Walt invited me for free, I'll be spending the day at the Magic Kingdom tomorrow. I used to love going there as a kid! Who am I kidding? I still do!!! It's been a number of years, but I'm genuinely giddy about it.
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
looooong time
ok, so I'm wondering why I even have a blog anymore. I haven't blogged in ages. Haven't all summer as a matter of fact. How can I sit in front of a computer at home when there's palm trees outside my window, a pool steps from my front door, and Tampa Bay about a quarter of a mile away. Really, I wish that was my excuse but it's probably not. I have spent a good bit of time outdoors, but mostly work has been nuts. Super busy, but I'm thankful for the busyness. It sure beats the alternative....
Most days I'm in "information overload" mode so to come home at night and try to spit something out hasn't been a desire especially since I'm exposed to people that are so much more profound than I can ever hope to be. I am thankful for some of those same people who are incredibly intelligent and make me a better person. Heck, one of them, I even call Geeves! Because I can ask him anything and get a really smart response/advice.
I have been paying awfully close attention to what's going on in the healthcare debate and really how it's sort of brought to light this movement of Americans who are sick and tired of an out of touch government calling the shots.
It is amazing to me how congress and their staffs as well as the White House just don't get it. They think they can tell the rest of us what's best for us. They are so isolated from reality that they actually think that's ok and actually believe it's their job to protect us from ourselves.
I have always thought of myself as a fairly staunch conservative who believes in individual freedom and private enterprise. Sometimes it's great to be reminded that I'm not blindly following an ideology but as a fact, I view the issues and point and counterpoint I really am a right wing conservative who believes that big government isn't good for anyone. It stifles innovation, it stifles motivation, it stifles personal responsibility and attempts to stifle the consequences of making poor decisions. Don't believe me? Ask the 3rd generation welfare mom, or one of the kids that are in the 30% that drop out of public (govt run) school or General Motors who isn't sure exactly who they report to...the stockholder or the government.....
Heck government is so incompetent, they locked me inside of a parking garage because of their technical malfunction and it took them 10 minutes in the middle of the day to find someone who could let me out. Running healthcare??? NO WAY!
Ok, so that's the rant for today and might last for another few months. or maybe I'll key some more thoughts in the next few days.
sorry no pictures of kids, weddings, puppies, bouquets of flowers, or killer vacations to share.
Most days I'm in "information overload" mode so to come home at night and try to spit something out hasn't been a desire especially since I'm exposed to people that are so much more profound than I can ever hope to be. I am thankful for some of those same people who are incredibly intelligent and make me a better person. Heck, one of them, I even call Geeves! Because I can ask him anything and get a really smart response/advice.
I have been paying awfully close attention to what's going on in the healthcare debate and really how it's sort of brought to light this movement of Americans who are sick and tired of an out of touch government calling the shots.
It is amazing to me how congress and their staffs as well as the White House just don't get it. They think they can tell the rest of us what's best for us. They are so isolated from reality that they actually think that's ok and actually believe it's their job to protect us from ourselves.
I have always thought of myself as a fairly staunch conservative who believes in individual freedom and private enterprise. Sometimes it's great to be reminded that I'm not blindly following an ideology but as a fact, I view the issues and point and counterpoint I really am a right wing conservative who believes that big government isn't good for anyone. It stifles innovation, it stifles motivation, it stifles personal responsibility and attempts to stifle the consequences of making poor decisions. Don't believe me? Ask the 3rd generation welfare mom, or one of the kids that are in the 30% that drop out of public (govt run) school or General Motors who isn't sure exactly who they report to...the stockholder or the government.....
Heck government is so incompetent, they locked me inside of a parking garage because of their technical malfunction and it took them 10 minutes in the middle of the day to find someone who could let me out. Running healthcare??? NO WAY!
Ok, so that's the rant for today and might last for another few months. or maybe I'll key some more thoughts in the next few days.
sorry no pictures of kids, weddings, puppies, bouquets of flowers, or killer vacations to share.
Sunday, May 10, 2009
fearfully and wonderfully made
Last week at the church I've been visiting, the pastor mentioned Psalm 139:14 about praising God because I am fearfully and wonderfully made. This mention of the verse was not even a main point of his sermon, but I was so struck by it. God spoke to me and reminded me that I AM fearfully and wonderfully made. Move over insecurity and self doubt!! Julie is fearfully and wonderfully made by the Most High God!
Portions of Psalm 139 say:
1 O LORD, you have searched me and you know me.
2 You know when I sit and when I rise; you perceive my thoughts from afar.
3 You discern my going out and my lying down; you are familiar with all my ways.
4 Before a word is on my tongue you know it completely, O LORD.
5 You hem me in—behind and before; you have laid your hand upon me.,,,,,,,
13 For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother's womb.
14 I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well.
15 My frame was not hidden from you when I was made in the secret place. When I was woven together in the depths of the earth,
16 your eyes saw my unformed body. All the days ordained for me were written in your book before one of them came to be.
the whole passage can be found here http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=psalm%20139&version=31
There is great freedom from insecurity to be had in the dwelling of this truth. God knit me together. He formed my inmost being. I am who I am because He made me. Note: this isn't an easy excuse to all my sins and faults and shortcomings. But yet, when I look in the mirror, when I think about my personality, my sense of humor, my character, instead of being insecure about being accepted or worthy to those around me, I must remember that I am uniquely made by God. All the things that are inherent in who I am are because God made me to be those things. Unique but yet in His image.
When I'm full of self doubt about my talents, my looks, my attractiveness to a man, my ability to make and keep friends, I am reminded that God made me. And He made me for Him. He made me to bring glory to Him. Now, what can I do with that information to be kinder to those around me, put myself out there more to make friends, give extra attention to someone who needs it, not have to experience the negativeness of rejection and/or just being all that He made me to be?!
What will you do different if you live in the truth that God knit your inmost being and that He's ordained all of your days?
Portions of Psalm 139 say:
1 O LORD, you have searched me and you know me.
2 You know when I sit and when I rise; you perceive my thoughts from afar.
3 You discern my going out and my lying down; you are familiar with all my ways.
4 Before a word is on my tongue you know it completely, O LORD.
5 You hem me in—behind and before; you have laid your hand upon me.,,,,,,,
13 For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother's womb.
14 I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well.
15 My frame was not hidden from you when I was made in the secret place. When I was woven together in the depths of the earth,
16 your eyes saw my unformed body. All the days ordained for me were written in your book before one of them came to be.
the whole passage can be found here http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=psalm%20139&version=31
There is great freedom from insecurity to be had in the dwelling of this truth. God knit me together. He formed my inmost being. I am who I am because He made me. Note: this isn't an easy excuse to all my sins and faults and shortcomings. But yet, when I look in the mirror, when I think about my personality, my sense of humor, my character, instead of being insecure about being accepted or worthy to those around me, I must remember that I am uniquely made by God. All the things that are inherent in who I am are because God made me to be those things. Unique but yet in His image.
When I'm full of self doubt about my talents, my looks, my attractiveness to a man, my ability to make and keep friends, I am reminded that God made me. And He made me for Him. He made me to bring glory to Him. Now, what can I do with that information to be kinder to those around me, put myself out there more to make friends, give extra attention to someone who needs it, not have to experience the negativeness of rejection and/or just being all that He made me to be?!
What will you do different if you live in the truth that God knit your inmost being and that He's ordained all of your days?
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
new locale
I've been in Tampa now for 21 days. The weather has been amazing. Really! It hasn't been too hot yet, no pollen, and the evenings are absolutely gorgeous.
My commute to work is about a mile and half, the longest part of my commute is navigating the parking garage. I know you're asking, "why aren't you walking?" Well, many days I need my care for meetings and it's way too hot here with unpredictable rain showers to try to walk. And futhermore, Tampa is apparently the lightning capital of the world--thrilling!
I've gone for a long walk almost every night since I've moved here which is further enhanced by the recent special delivery of my full loaded new ipod that was loaded for me by one of my favorite people.
It's weird to be in a strange city by myself, but I guess I've spent enough time alone and in strange places at this point for it not to be too bizarre.
I made it a top priority to rent a two bedroom so I'm really hopeful for lots of visitors. My friends living up north will especially like visiting from about October-April.
Bottom line as I embark on this new adventure, I know God has plans for my life and what He wants to do through me, and the city I live in is just merely a detail. And really who knows what might be next?!
And I'm so incredibly blessed and thankful for the consistency of the special people in my life who are still there for me regardless of what city I am in!
My commute to work is about a mile and half, the longest part of my commute is navigating the parking garage. I know you're asking, "why aren't you walking?" Well, many days I need my care for meetings and it's way too hot here with unpredictable rain showers to try to walk. And futhermore, Tampa is apparently the lightning capital of the world--thrilling!
I've gone for a long walk almost every night since I've moved here which is further enhanced by the recent special delivery of my full loaded new ipod that was loaded for me by one of my favorite people.
It's weird to be in a strange city by myself, but I guess I've spent enough time alone and in strange places at this point for it not to be too bizarre.
I made it a top priority to rent a two bedroom so I'm really hopeful for lots of visitors. My friends living up north will especially like visiting from about October-April.
Bottom line as I embark on this new adventure, I know God has plans for my life and what He wants to do through me, and the city I live in is just merely a detail. And really who knows what might be next?!
And I'm so incredibly blessed and thankful for the consistency of the special people in my life who are still there for me regardless of what city I am in!
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Who are these people?!
because the Obamas certainly aren't like any of the hard working Americans I've known for the past 32 years and certainly not like anyone I've studied in the history of this great amazing Country---This great country that the Obamas are desperate to CHANGE!
http://online.wsj.com/article/SB123725233352050133.html
http://news.yahoo.com/s/usnw/20090316/pl_usnw/the_american_legion_strongly_opposed_to_president_s_plan_to_charge_wounded_heroes_for_treatment
partying? can you afford to party?
http://www.politico.com/politico44/perm/0309/big_day_wednesday_36650cd8-6222-4f7d-9f10-ad7ecbd4a169.html
I'd love to find a tally of all the entertaining the Obamas have done at the WH since taking office.
http://online.wsj.com/article/SB123725233352050133.html
http://news.yahoo.com/s/usnw/20090316/pl_usnw/the_american_legion_strongly_opposed_to_president_s_plan_to_charge_wounded_heroes_for_treatment
http://www.politico.com/politico44/perm/0309/big_day_wednesday_36650cd8-6222-4f7d-9f10-ad7ecbd4a169.html
I'd love to find a tally of all the entertaining the Obamas have done at the WH since taking office.
Monday, March 16, 2009
the pure heart of a child
This past week the 9 year-old granddaughter of my parents' best friends had been experiencing some dizziness that continued to get worse. On Friday they took her to Scottish Rite Hospital aka Children's Healthcare of Atlanta where shortly thereafter she was diagnosed with an inoperable brain tumor. The doctors are immediately at work with all their resources to shrink the growing tumor in this precious little girl's brain. This is a time when none of us can understand why God allows such things to happen, but I know that He STILL has the whole world in His hands especially this precious little girl.
I was extremely touched by a story my mother conveyed to me. On Saturday, this precious innocent 9 year old girl laying in a hospital bed was staring at all her pretty balloons and she looked at her mom and said "Mom, these balloons are so pretty, and I noticed that some of the other children down the hall don't have any balloons. I'd like to take them mine!"
I get tears every time I think about the generosity of her heart and her compassion for the children around her. How convicting to me when I often think only of myself in no where even close to such dire circumstances.
Please pray for this amazing family and especially for this adorable innocent little girl.
God is at work all around us, especially in children's hospitals!
I was extremely touched by a story my mother conveyed to me. On Saturday, this precious innocent 9 year old girl laying in a hospital bed was staring at all her pretty balloons and she looked at her mom and said "Mom, these balloons are so pretty, and I noticed that some of the other children down the hall don't have any balloons. I'd like to take them mine!"
I get tears every time I think about the generosity of her heart and her compassion for the children around her. How convicting to me when I often think only of myself in no where even close to such dire circumstances.
Please pray for this amazing family and especially for this adorable innocent little girl.
God is at work all around us, especially in children's hospitals!
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
hiatus
I've been on quite the blogging hiatus lately and hope to get back into it soon. My brain is mush from all the work I'm doing. I'm also trying to get everything wrapped up in Atlanta, get packed and close up shop to move to Tampa. Admittedly, it's a lot to manage without any help.
I definitely hope to have lots of topics wants I move to Tampa. So stay tuned!
I definitely hope to have lots of topics wants I move to Tampa. So stay tuned!
Sunday, March 1, 2009
Sunday eve
I haven't posted anything new in a while. I have been so busy traveling back and forth to Tampa. I've enjoyed getting to relax this weekend before the grind begins again tomorrow at work. Lots to do in the next four weeks before I move to Tampa. busy busy busy but I'm really excited about my new adventure.
Sunday, January 25, 2009
random things
I haven't written any random facts about myself in a while, so I figured I would and see how truly random I can make them.
1. I don't like cats, not even a little bit. And they my eyes itch and I sneeze.
2. Right now, I have a crick in my neck from sleeping wrong and from a crappy hotel pillow.
3. I like to go sit at a coffee house or a chilled out bar and read mags and drink coffee or wine.
4. I have a journal that sometimes I write in and sometimes I avoid it like the plague. Writing about issues makes them more of a reality. sometimes that's good; sometimes that is bad.
5. I really like to chill out and do virtually nothing while I'm at home.
6. I sometimes have to take Xanax when I fly, but ONLY when I fly.
7. Some places I'd really like to visit: London, the english countryside, Ireland, Paris, Tahiti, Italy, Vermont.
8. I'd like to go on a motorcycle ride through new england with someone in particular.
9. Often, the backdrop or location of my deep sleep dreaming is the house I grew up in; my parents don't even live there anymore.
10. I am convinced that the desire to be loved can be really torturous.
11. My stomach gets really upset when I get super nervous.
12. I've never had a desire to get any sort of plastic surgery.
13. I regret not wearing my retainer every night like I was supposed to.
14. I think a lot of the guys in Atlanta are boring...oops! did I say that out loud?!
15. I still have my mistletoe hanging up in my condo.
16. I'm sometimes humbly reminded that I have too strong a personality.
17. I'm trying to give President Obama the benefit of the doubt. I do want him to succeed.
18. I think my best days are ahead of me.
19. I am confident that God's hand is on my life.
20. My dad is one of the funniest guys I know, even if sometimes he's a goof.
1. I don't like cats, not even a little bit. And they my eyes itch and I sneeze.
2. Right now, I have a crick in my neck from sleeping wrong and from a crappy hotel pillow.
3. I like to go sit at a coffee house or a chilled out bar and read mags and drink coffee or wine.
4. I have a journal that sometimes I write in and sometimes I avoid it like the plague. Writing about issues makes them more of a reality. sometimes that's good; sometimes that is bad.
5. I really like to chill out and do virtually nothing while I'm at home.
6. I sometimes have to take Xanax when I fly, but ONLY when I fly.
7. Some places I'd really like to visit: London, the english countryside, Ireland, Paris, Tahiti, Italy, Vermont.
8. I'd like to go on a motorcycle ride through new england with someone in particular.
9. Often, the backdrop or location of my deep sleep dreaming is the house I grew up in; my parents don't even live there anymore.
10. I am convinced that the desire to be loved can be really torturous.
11. My stomach gets really upset when I get super nervous.
12. I've never had a desire to get any sort of plastic surgery.
13. I regret not wearing my retainer every night like I was supposed to.
14. I think a lot of the guys in Atlanta are boring...oops! did I say that out loud?!
15. I still have my mistletoe hanging up in my condo.
16. I'm sometimes humbly reminded that I have too strong a personality.
17. I'm trying to give President Obama the benefit of the doubt. I do want him to succeed.
18. I think my best days are ahead of me.
19. I am confident that God's hand is on my life.
20. My dad is one of the funniest guys I know, even if sometimes he's a goof.
Sunday, January 11, 2009
2009 is off to a fast start
I've been super busy since ringing in the New Year. I left New Year's day for a super fun and much needed trip to see my old roommates in DC. We had a great time! Got back and work has been crazy busy too, lots to keep up with and trying not to let anything slip through the cracks.
I've also taken on some fun new projects outside of work including being on the selection committee for the GA Teacher of the Year. This basically means I am responsible for reading about 25 of the applications and scoring them. It's been really interesting, although time consuming. There really are some amazing teachers doing really amazing things in classrooms all over this state.
I'm also serving on the Georgia Board of Nursing. I first meeting is later this week. It lasts for 3 days in Macon.....fun......
And I've also started helping to see if we can put together a successful bid for the 2012 Republican National convention.
Busy, Busy, Busy. But I wouldn't change a thing! well maybe a few things...... ;)
I've also taken on some fun new projects outside of work including being on the selection committee for the GA Teacher of the Year. This basically means I am responsible for reading about 25 of the applications and scoring them. It's been really interesting, although time consuming. There really are some amazing teachers doing really amazing things in classrooms all over this state.
I'm also serving on the Georgia Board of Nursing. I first meeting is later this week. It lasts for 3 days in Macon.....fun......
And I've also started helping to see if we can put together a successful bid for the 2012 Republican National convention.
Busy, Busy, Busy. But I wouldn't change a thing! well maybe a few things...... ;)
Sunday, December 28, 2008
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
Do you need Saving?
This past Sunday, my church's pastor Jeff Henderson gave a great message. The message is that God sent His Son Jesus because God assumes we need saving and therefore we need a Savior.
In Luke 2, the angels appeared to the shepherds to share the good news that God is bringing all people a Savior. 10 But the angel said to them, "Do not be afraid. I bring you good news of great joy that will be for all the people. 11Today in the town of David a Savior has been born to you; he is Christ the Lord. This is the reason we celebrate Christmas. Our Savior has been born!
But at the heart of it is: Do you believe you need saving? What do you need to be saved from? check out Jeff's message for yourself, it's a great message entitled Saving Christmas from 12/21. http://www.buckheadchurch.org/messages
And with all of that in mind, no one tells it better than Linus. There's something interesting that Linus does which I'd never noticed before in the many times I've watched my favorite Christmas special. As you know, Linus is NEVER without his trusty blanket. Except in a very poignant moment during his recitation. Watch closely:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DKk9rv2hUfA
Merry Christmas!
In Luke 2, the angels appeared to the shepherds to share the good news that God is bringing all people a Savior. 10 But the angel said to them, "Do not be afraid. I bring you good news of great joy that will be for all the people. 11Today in the town of David a Savior has been born to you; he is Christ the Lord. This is the reason we celebrate Christmas. Our Savior has been born!
But at the heart of it is: Do you believe you need saving? What do you need to be saved from? check out Jeff's message for yourself, it's a great message entitled Saving Christmas from 12/21. http://www.buckheadchurch.org/messages
And with all of that in mind, no one tells it better than Linus. There's something interesting that Linus does which I'd never noticed before in the many times I've watched my favorite Christmas special. As you know, Linus is NEVER without his trusty blanket. Except in a very poignant moment during his recitation. Watch closely:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DKk9rv2hUfA
Merry Christmas!
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
I feel so blessed to do what I do for a living!
The following is an email thanking me and a colleague for helpingthis organization by facilitating them being able to use Verizon Wireless phones for a day so that they could help homeless people in Atlanta call home at Thanksgiving. I feel so blessed to play a small role in such a neat and amazing way.
To God be the glory!
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Thank you all so much for donating the phones for our Chili Outreach. Although we were faced with bad weather, we went forward with the event anyway. Fortunately we secured nine tents that we used to host most of the event. Two of the tents were used as our “call home” station. Thanks to you guy’s sixty seven people got to call home. I think we would have had a lot more, but because of the rain a lot of people just wanted to get in and get out.
There was one really cool story that I wanted to share with you that emerged from the day. One of the many who used the phones was a young man who had not spoken to his mother for quite a long time. He made contact with her using our Verizon Wireless Call Home station. They spent over 45 minutes on the phone. When the conversation was over, he hung up the phone, with a huge ear to ear grin handed it to one of the women working this station, gave her a big bear hug then proceeded to walk to the corner of Ellis Street and Courtland Street and hop in the car with his mother!
Without the phones there would have been no calls. Without this call this family would still be fragmented. Thanks to Verizon wireless and SafeHouse Outreach this young man has been reunited with his family and is now off the streets! Thank you so much for all that Verizon has done for SHO. I look forward to see how our relationship will continue to develop in the future.
To God be the glory!
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Thank you all so much for donating the phones for our Chili Outreach. Although we were faced with bad weather, we went forward with the event anyway. Fortunately we secured nine tents that we used to host most of the event. Two of the tents were used as our “call home” station. Thanks to you guy’s sixty seven people got to call home. I think we would have had a lot more, but because of the rain a lot of people just wanted to get in and get out.
There was one really cool story that I wanted to share with you that emerged from the day. One of the many who used the phones was a young man who had not spoken to his mother for quite a long time. He made contact with her using our Verizon Wireless Call Home station. They spent over 45 minutes on the phone. When the conversation was over, he hung up the phone, with a huge ear to ear grin handed it to one of the women working this station, gave her a big bear hug then proceeded to walk to the corner of Ellis Street and Courtland Street and hop in the car with his mother!
Without the phones there would have been no calls. Without this call this family would still be fragmented. Thanks to Verizon wireless and SafeHouse Outreach this young man has been reunited with his family and is now off the streets! Thank you so much for all that Verizon has done for SHO. I look forward to see how our relationship will continue to develop in the future.
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